Sunday, September 8, 2013

Part 22: Get Out Alive


The Promised Land: 
(Part 22) Get Out Alive

“If this guy knows everything, what’s to stop him from going to the orphanage?” Eden asked as they drove along.
“I was not the original contact for the package,” Ezra explained from her spot in the driver’s seat.
 “You weren’t?” Eden looked from Caden, who was resting in the reclined captain’s chair beside her, to Shiloh, who was riding shotgun.
“No,” Cay rasped, adjusting the bag of ice on his wrist. “The original died in the massacre.”
“So if he’s looking for the dead contact in Jericho, why are we going there?”
“Supplies.” Eden could tell he didn’t feel like talking. Not that she minded if he didn’t speak, it wasn’t exactly pleasant listening to his hoarse, crypt keeper voice. Not that he had anything encouraging to say anyway.
Twisting in his seat so he was lying on his side, Cay moved another bag of ice from its place on his throat to his bruised jaw. Eden absently stared at the bright red cloth covering most of his neck.
“Nice scarf.”
“Thanks.”
“Matches your eyes.”
Caden sent a short-lived glare in her direction before letting it drop with a short snicker and half smile. “Either he’s starting to appreciate my sense of humor or he’s too tired to care,” Eden thought with a smirk. “I’ll count that as progress.”

She looked out the window and watched as they entered the city of Jericho again. The place was still very foreboding. A chill snaked up her spine just thinking about her last visit. Ezra turned a few corners and drove through a part of town Eden hadn’t seen before. As they were slowing to a stop, Eden looked back at Caden. He looked like he had been dragged into unconsciousness by utter fatigue. When Ezra stopped the van, he jumped with a bloodshot, deer-in-the-headlights expression.
“We’re here.”
Getting out, Eden looked at her surroundings. They were parked next to a row of buildings that were stripped of their former glory. An old McDonald’s, a Taco Bell, a Dollar store, and a few more buildings: all empty. No sign of life in any of the buildings or on the street either.
“I am getting some serious I Am Legend vibes from this future,” Eden thought to herself.
The twins went inside of what was probably once a fast-food place at some point, while Ezra stayed in the van. Leaning over the see the mysterious woman through the window, Eden said, “I don’t mean to be sound rude or anything… but…”
“Why am I creepy?”
“Er, no.” Eden blinked. “I was just going to ask why you’re not coming. But yours is a better question.”
Ezra gave a faint smile. “Forgive me. Many people have asked that question before.”
“I don’t doubt it,” Eden thought to herself before stating, “You can’t really see the future, can you?” She got back into the van, trying to alleviate some of the awkwardness of the conversation.
Ezra shrugged. “I can see many things, most of which have not happened yet. But I only see pieces. Like giant puzzle, but few parts ever fit.”
“Why are you helping these kids?” Eden glanced at the door the brothers had walked through and lowered her voice without realizing it. “By all rights, they should be back at that orphanage themselves, not gallivanting through the land playing Wolverines.”
The older woman sighed. “Several years ago, I watched my loved ones die before it actually happened. No matter what I tried, I could not stop the inevitable.” She stared at Eden with a look she could not place. Sorrow, perhaps. Regret? “I did not choose them, just as I never chose you. But these pieces fit. Somehow, you are here to help change this world.”
Eden scooted away from the dark haired woman a little bit. “Sorry, I want to help, but I’m kind of a one trick pony and saving the world isn’t one of my tricks.”
“Change starts with action. Action starts with thought.” The strange woman inclined her head forward, as if waiting for a reply.
“Eden,” Caden’s voice echoed through the empty street. “You coming?”
As Eden left the vehicle, the gypsy smiled and whispered, “Think about it.”

The blonde sophomore followed the twins into an old, yellowed building. The door closed behind them with a tiny jingle. It was dimly lit inside, not unlike most buildings Eden had been in while in this land. Very few things lined the walls, mostly large equipment that would be hard to walk out of the store with unnoticed. Most of the wares hung on racks behind a large counter. Eden approached the counter with the familiar feeling she got when trying to decide what to order from Taco Bell’s menu. A loud DING rang through the store, making Eden jump nearly three feet in the air. Caden stood by a desk bell on the counter.
A gruff voice answered, “Hold your unicorns! I’m on my way!”
Eden raised an eyebrow, doubting her ears. “Did he really just say-”
A loud crash interrupted her as a tall, narrow man stumbled into the room and over something before managing to catch himself on the counter.

“… uh, hehe.” Standing up quickly, the man brushed himself off and cleared his throat. “Welcome to Sparrow’s! I’m Linus,” he said with his trimmed mustache curling up at the ends. “You’re just in time. I’m in the middle of moving shop. What do you need?”
Shiloh handed the man a list, while Caden watched. Eden noticed his eyes glow with a red tint as his face twisted into a frown. “That kid really needs to work on his trust issues,” Eden thought. The man studied the list for a few minutes before setting it down and pushing the sleeves up on his light blue hoodie. “That stuff ain’t cheap, gumdrops. Show me whatchya got.”
Caden took off the bag he kept with him at all times, pulled out three firearm magazines, and stacked them on the counter. Linus took the time to inspect each one of them. As he set the last one down, he looked back at the list.
"Well?" Caden demanded. 

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Part 21: Fixed at Zero


The Promised Land: 
(Part 21) Fixed at Zero

Caden awoke with a start, his familiar Beretta ready to fire. Tap, tap tap. Cloudy eyes blinking into focus, he found no color to aid him. Where was that sound coming from? There! A large, and rather pesky, vulture tilted its head at Caden. It squawked loudly and continued tapping on the glass. Tap, tap, SCRASH! Reminding himself to explain the bullet hole in Ezra’s window later, Caden sat up and looked around. He wasn’t sure exactly where he was, but he knew he slept for much longer than intended. It was significantly lighter outside than it was when he fell asleep. Running a hand through his hair and exhaling in frustration with himself, Caden climbed into the driver’s seat, started the van, and speedily continued his delayed journey.

~*~

“A. B. C. D. Wait, that’s not a D? Oh, that’s an F. Ok. I think I get it now.” Eden practiced the alphabet again. Shiloh had taught her a few simple words, but they realized quickly that knowing the alphabet would greatly help. Physical objects were easy enough, but concepts and actions were a little harder to grasp for an outsider without spelling them out.
Eden practiced the few words she knew in front of Shiloh and watched for his approval.
“Chair. Food. Good. Bad. Happy. Angry. Sad. Friend. Yes. No.”
Shiloh smiled at her progress. “That’s a good sign, hopefully,” Eden thought to herself. She enjoyed learning the emotions best. Shiloh would make hilariously dramatic facial expressions to emphasize the emotion. Even though it wasn’t much, she felt like she was getting closer to understanding the mysterious teen sitting in front of her. It took her most of the night to finally get the alphabet down, but she felt proud of her work. Looking at the beds on the far side of the room, Eden pointed to the sleeping children. “Kid?”
Shiloh patted the air with one hand.
“What about more than one?”
He patted the air with both hands, as if there were invisible children sitting on the bed around him.
“Cool.” Thinking about various signs she saw both twins perform before, she asked, “What’s that sign that you and Caden keep doing? It’s something like this… I think.” Eden covered her fist with an open palm. Shiloh’s smile disappeared as he demonstrated the correct version of the sign and slowly finger spelled. 
“P. R. O. M. I. S. E. Promise?”

He returned a smile and nod. Eden realized how out of place Shy looked when he didn’t smile. Honestly, except for a few rare moments, it was like this kid was always smiling. “What makes you so happy all the time?” Eden wondered aloud. It wasn’t until Shy tilted his head with a curious expression that she realized she had actually voiced her question. “…did I say that out loud?” she asked, feeling awkward. The kid looked like he was trying hard to hold back a laugh.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to phrase it like that. You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.”
Making sure Eden was watching, Shiloh made a letter F with both hands, placed them together, then traced a circle in the air, ending with the outside fingers together. He repeated the gesture before slowly finger spelling it. F. A. M. I. L. Y.
“Family. You mean Caden?”
Shiloh nodded then pointed to the open door. “Hope? And Grace?” After another nod, he signed family and happy. “Family makes you happy.”
Shy pointed to Eden, then to himself and signed happy again. “I make you happy?”
Eden’s smile matched Shiloh’s. “You make me happy too.”


Without warning, red lights started flashing in the room. There was no sound, but Eden was sure it was an alarm system all the same. “Stay here,” she said as she got up to leave. Before she took a step, something grabbed her arm. Turning, Eden saw a look on Shiloh’s face that stabbed guilt into her. She realized she was leaving him alone just like Caden did. Shiloh shook his head and refused to let go. Sucking in her lips and contemplating her next move, she said, “Fine, come with me. But don’t try to be a hero, ok?” Grinning, Shiloh threw the covers off, jumped out of bed, and ran ahead of her. “Whoa! Hold up!” Eden took off down the hall after him. She almost had troubling keeping up with him. When they finally stopped, Eden bent over the catch her breath. “You’re… supposed to… be recovering! Don’t… do that!” She stood up and inhaled. “Where in the world do you get that energy?”
The teen shrugged and nodded to Hope, who was standing with Grace at the end of the hall. Coming closer, Eden noticed they were by the door.
“Someone’s here,” Hope whispered. Listening carefully, Eden barely heard what sounded like a vehicle pulling up to the door before stopping. A few tense moments passed before three heavy knocks pounded on the wooden frame. Eden suddenly didn’t feel so safe behind the triple-locked, rebar-bolted door. Hope looked too terrified to find out who it was. After what happened earlier in Jericho, who could blame her?

The doorknob rattled with three more heavy knocks.
“HUNTER! IF YOU’RE IN THERE, YOU BETTER TELL ME RIGHT NOW!” hollered a scratchy voice.
Hope gasped and called out, “Caden! It’s all right! Wait a minute!” With Eden and Shiloh’s help, she worked to free the door. Once it was open, Hope launched herself toward Caden and greeted him with a great, big hug.
Between the early morning shadows and the kid’s dark hair, Eden couldn’t see his expression. He entered the building with Hope still clinging to him, his arm around her shoulders.
The red lights turned off and yellow light flooded the hall. Ezra was leaning against the wall by the light panel. “Was I the only one actually asleep up until now?”
“Sorry, Ezra.” Caden croaked in a raspy voice as he looked from her to his brother. “Glad to see you’re still alive.” Shiloh formed a letter Y with his left hand and moved it back and forth between the two twins, a small frown crossing his face.
In the new light, Eden could see Cay’s face better and involuntarily give a look of disgust. “You look awful. What happened?”
“Picked a fight with a cave troll.” His sorely irritated tone softened when he spoke to his brother, “Hunter sold us out. He knows we have the package. He knows… everything.” Eden watched with concern. For once, Caden sounded… defeated.
“I think we should RTB.”

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Part 20: Broken Sorrow


The Promised Land: 
(Part 20) Broken Sorrow


Caden’s eyes squinted into the darkness as he struggled to stay conscious. The pulsing in his head did not abate for very long and it was stronger when it returned. With his ribs as bruised as they were, it was getting increasingly difficult to breathe. Even with the van’s brights on, he couldn’t see very far, aside from the fact that his vision was going in and out. Finally deciding the safest thing to do was to pull over, Caden parked the van behind an overturned and battered tank. After crawling to the bench seat in the back, he rested on his uninjured side and passed out.

~*~

“I wanted to thank you for saving me,” Eden said before she ate another spoonful of warm stew.
Shiloh smiled, but shrugged like it wasn’t that big of a deal.
“Don’t you dare act like it was nothing, mister,” Eden demanded as she set her empty bowl on the table. “You almost died saving my life. Caden was ready to finish me off himself if you had.”
Shiloh gave a look like he was admittedly agreeing with her.
“Anyway, thank you.” Eden drank the rest of her water and pointed to the origami crane still sitting on the table. “He left that for you.”

Setting his empty bowl beside Eden’s, Shiloh took the bird and unfolded it, reading the note inside. Eden wondered what it said, but didn’t feel like prying. Partly because it was rude to pry into another’s personal note, but mostly because she was too full and tired to do so. After reading the note, he folded it back into its former shape and sat back with an expression Eden couldn’t place. It looked something like sorrow mixed with worry and anger. With a sigh, the expression melted away and Shiloh started looking around for something.
“What do you need?”
Shiloh pointed under his bed. Getting up from her chair and crouching to look under the bed, Eden found the dark oblong case Shiloh normally had with him. Apparently, Caden had shoved it under the bed at some point. Pulling it out and holding it up, Eden asked, “This?”
Shy nodded eagerly with a grin and held out his hands to take it. Handing it over, Eden watched him unzip the mysterious case. Lifting the lid, Eden gasped when she was what was inside.

Shiloh pulled out a smooth, worn violin from the case and set it in his lap. Taking out a thin bow and a block of oft-used rosin, he ran the block along the bowstrings. As he did so, Eden noticed the bottom of the case was lined with different colored paper cranes.
“Does he leave one behind every time he takes off?” Eden asked, staring at the case. Looking from his bow to Eden then to the cranes, Shiloh nodded and resumed his work.
Remembering what Grace had said about the many times Caden left, Eden felt bad for Shiloh. “Sorry about that.”
The silver haired youth shrugged and returned the rosin to its place. Taking the violin, he began plucking the strings, stopping every now and then to twist pegs at the top. Placing the tuned violin on his shoulder and raising the bow, Eden jumped with excitement. “You can actually play that?!”
Bow halted midair, Shiloh blinked a few times before giving a little nod.
“Pfft, of course he can play,” Eden thought to herself. “He wouldn’t get it out for no reason or even have it if he couldn’t play. He must think you’re a total dork.”
“That’s awesome,” Eden smiled.
Shiloh beamed back. Taking the violin off his shoulder, he offered her the instrument and bow.
“Oh, no, no. I can’t play,” Eden waved her hands back and forth to reinforce her point. “I can’t really play anything. I took a semester of piano back in high school, but that’s about it. Go on, you play something.”

With raised eyebrows in an expression that told Eden she was missing out, he returned the violin to its resting place on his shoulder, closed his eyes, and started playing. As the bow bobbed back and forth along the strings, one clear note followed another until a melody emerged. Eden didn’t recognize it, but she couldn’t help feeling as if she had heard it somewhere before. Shiloh played with the skill of one who had studied an entire lifetime. He also played as if it were the most natural thing in the world. Emotion rippled off the strings, voicing what he could not: sorrow, contention, compassion, longing. Eden looked on in spellbound fascination at the display of skill, dedication, and care. The sweet voice of the violin sang out through the dimly lit room, filling every cranny with beauty. At one point, Eden was afraid the song would end, but it picked up again, lingering like morning dew. When it did end, as many good things do, Eden was again reminded of the heavy silence.

“That was…” Eden had difficulty finding the right word to express what she just witnessed. “Magnificent.”
Shiloh didn’t make eye contact, but she could see a smile sneak its way across his face.
“You play very well,” Eden continued as the awe started to wear off. “I guess you like music, huh?”
As Shy nodded, some of his silver bangs fell into his eyes. “That kid really needs a haircut,” Eden thought.
A knock on the open door indicated another presence. “I didn’t mean to interrupt,” Hope stated as she peered into the room. “But I heard Shy playing so I thought it was a good time to come check up on him. Are you feeling better?”
He nodded again and Eden wondered if he ever felt like a bobble head some days. “Good. I have something for you.” Hope entered, carrying something in her hands. Crossing the room, she hung a red cloth on the end of the bed. “That’s for Cay,” she explained as she held out a rectangular parcel. “And this is for you.”

Shiloh took the offering and unwrapped the paper holding it together. Eyes widening in a look of surprise and joy, Shiloh turned to Hope. His flattened left hand touched his smiling lips before extending to her.
“You’re welcome,” she replied with a grin. Bending down to give him a hug, Hope said, “Happy Birthday!”
Looking over to see what was in the parcel, Eden almost didn’t catch that last part. “Wait, what? It’s his birthday?”
“It was a few weeks ago, actually,” Hope clarified.
“Oh. Happy belated Birthday,” Eden said, feeling awkwardly out of place for not knowing about said birthday or having a gift. Not that either one of those conditions could have been remedied until this point anyway. Eden leaned over to see what Hope’s gift was. It appeared to be a stack of papers that Eden realized were filled with musical staffs and notes. In the back of her mind, Eden wondered how often Shiloh turned to the violin when he needed an escape from his solitary world, when he needed someone to listen. She absently watched Hope take the bowls and leave the room.
“Hey, Shiloh… can you teach me sign language?”

Part 19: Never Let Go


The Promised Land: 
(Part 19) Never Let Go


Shiloh looked up when he heard a knock. The wooden door creaked open and a head with dark brown hair and hazel eyes poked inside. “Can I come in?”
Shiloh nodded and a man in his late thirties, wearing a dark blue uniform, entered.
“Hey, Sheriff,” the man said as he crossed the room. “Mom says you quit practicing. What’s up?”
Shiloh sighed, fidgeting with the pencil in his hand. Absentmindedly staring at his most recent superhero drawing, Shiloh didn’t notice the man sit on the end of his bed.
“It’s ok, you can tell me,” the man continued. “Is that kid at school causing you problems again?”
Shiloh couldn’t help but chuckle. “Not since Cay punched him in the face.”
“Yeah, I really need to talk to him about that.” The man’s dark eyebrows scrunched together in a look of tired exasperation. “So why did you stop? I thought you loved it.”

“I do. It’s just… It’s hard to see the point when… the only person listening can’t hear you any more.” Shiloh dared not look into his father’s hazel eyes. He knew what he would see. Disappointment. Sorrow. Pain. A heavy sigh confirmed the expected response.
“Listen, Shy. I know it’s not easy to stay and help your mom while Cay and I are gone all day.” As the man spoke, the lamplight glinted off the gold star on his uniform. “It’ll get easier. I’m going to see if I can get time off work soon and Cay will be free after tonight. Just hang in there, all right?”
Shiloh nodded.
“As for practice… maybe it’s time you start playing for you.” Shiloh glanced up with a curious look as the older man shrugged. “Think about it this way, at least Mom can’t get upset when you play a bunch of wrong notes. … Don’t tell her I said that.” Shiloh smiled at his father. With a grin, the man ruffled Shiloh’s brown hair.
“Hah, come on, Sheriff. Let’s go watch Cay win that soccer trophy.” As he got up to leave, the man’s phone rang. “Deputy Jack Conrad …What? Now? … I’m on my way.” As soon as he hung up, sirens started up in the distance and grew louder.
“Not again,” he muttered. Turning to Shiloh, he said, “Go with your mom to the shelter. I’m going to get Caden.”
“Dad, I-”
“Go with her and don’t leave.”
“Dad, please don’t-”
“I’ll be back, I promise.”
“Dad, NO!” Shiloh sat straight up, the vivid memory of the last conversation with his father still fresh. Breathing heavily, matted silver bangs dripping with sweat. He saw Hope and Ezra standing near the open door, hands clamped over their ears. Eden was there too, standing next to him. He could vaguely make out her voice telling him to calm down.

~*~

Eden was helping Grace make dinner while Ezra and Hope called all the children in from the playground behind the building. They were just about finished when a painfully loud scream erupted in their eardrums. Eden took off running toward the source. As she ran, the yell got louder and Eden noticed that the windows were shaking. She finally reached Shiloh’s room, where the noise was nearly deafening. Bursting into the room with Hope right behind her, Eden went straight to Shiloh’s side. Realizing he was still asleep, Eden grabbed his shoulders and tried to shake him awake.
“Wake up! Shiloh! Wake up!” It must have worked because the kid stopped screaming and sprang straight up with eyes as wide as saucers. Pure terror shone through his eyes as he gasped for breath.
“Shiloh, it’s all right. Calm down. It’s just a nightmare. You’re ok.”
With tears streaming down his cheeks, Shiloh wrapped his arms around Eden and buried his head in her shoulder. Eden realized the boy was shuddering in her arms as she tried to soothe him.

“Shhhh, it’s ok. It’s going to be all right.” She felt him shake his head, as though nothing she could say would ever heal whatever wound was just ripped open. Softly humming, Eden stroked his head and slowly rocked back and forth as she started to sing. “Lost in darkest blue, endless labyrinths weaving through. Will you stagger on, with no star to light your way? Share with me your tears, all your troubles and deepest fears. I remember when you chased all my shadows away.”

Shiloh’s breathing calmed significantly and the shaking subsided. To be honest, Eden’s ears were ringing so badly she couldn’t tell if she was even on key, but she kept singing just the same. “Won't you take my hand? Come away with me from this land. Let me give to you all that you have given to me. Fly horizon bound. Find the moon behind darkening clouds. Even far apart, know our souls together will be.”

For once, Eden felt like she was actually doing something right. Ezra watched them with what Eden thought was a smile before she and Hope retreated down the hall to resume care of dinner.
“When the storm draws nigh, dreams will shatter before your eyes. Know that you're not alone. When the battle starts, I will comfort your restless heart. You'll know that you are home. When your stars stop shining, endless vines around you winding, know that you're not alone. I will give my all so your tears will no longer fall down, down on sorrow's stone. Know that you're not alone.” Eden ended the song there.

With a sniffle, Shiloh pulled away. His cheeks were red and his hair was disheveled, but he looked like he was going to be ok now.
“Better?” Eden asked as she handed him a tissue from the nearby table. Nodding, Shy took the tissue and blew his nose.
“Good. Me too.” Eden smiled.
“That’s two kids I’ve helped so far,” she thought to herself. “I think I’m making progress.”  
Eden sank into the chair beside Shiloh’s bed. “You scared me, kid. You were out for so long, I thought you’d never wake up.”
Shiloh offered a sheepish smile as he wiped his eyes. Eden thought about going to help the others with dinner, but decided against it. She didn’t want to admit it, but she liked feeling needed in this future. It gave her something to do, something to hold on to.